1. |
My Fellow Men
04:56
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for a while
I thought that I needed
a simple life
just like in most dreams
for a while
the sun was shining so clearly
in the sky
where vanity lies
but then those thoughts went away
and I started thinking that I’d stay
alone for a while
but now I’m old and dry
for a while
I thought that I was needed
for a while
I thought I meant something
but to my fellow men
I’m no proper reason
to get out of bed
and head for the unknown
in the eyes of my God
I have a purpose,
but for feeble me
it’s really hard to see
and I have no such courage,
as to be abandoned by my fellow men
and if I had a wife
I’d promise that I’d stay
by her side
even if I’m old and dry
and when she’d eventually start to die
I promise I’d retire
to spend some quality time
with my slowly decaying wife
but that’s just a chance
of one in a million
and I’d rather die
than try to live that life
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2. |
Come of Age
02:52
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come of age you’ll want to die
and who am I to deny that impulse?
a faithless soul won’t realise
we are destined just to
die in this hell
and live as well
nothing ever changes for the good,
no matter how it should,
no matter how you think it could
the best of us ain’t here for long
and that’s how I know we ain’t a part of that group
the living go on to die
most of the dead wait for
a salvation gone
correct me if I’m wrong
but nothing ever changes for the good
so I pray it would
but I can’t feel my faith
like I should
death is afoot
stomping on my
lungs and brain
my dark and deranged
silent side I hate
that won’t save you
I wouldn’t save you
even if I could
cos when you were by that fire
hearing stories about desires
so bad that you could puke
it is all true
in this world
that gets worse and worse
nothing ever changes for the good
and the love that should
exist will one day surely cease to
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3. |
Acid
02:49
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your head
cut and split
your dreams
purposely built
you can not forsake me
now that I’m all alone
your mind
lost in acid
now you can hardly breathe
here where you have no need
all feeling lost or plastic
you’ll never get out here alive and well
all’s well that ends well but this won’t
so now you know the truth
your future hangs around those things
that you can’t even do
and if you walk right through that vicious circle
you’ll be tied
the commoners declare that you are simply
out of your mind
you’ll never get out here alive and well
all’s well that ends well but this won’t
just keep on breathing with this beat severe
all’s well that ends well but this won’t ever
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4. |
Solitary
04:23
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for one moment
in this young boy’s life
he felt like
he would be alright
just hanging with his mind
and no-one else by his side
for a fleeting second
this deceiving lie
was the truth for him
so he went along
just singing his own songs
and when it’s like that..
well, you don’t know what you lack
it’s so easy to be alone
when you only care about your own songs
and at night before you sleep
there’s nothing in your mind
you can be that way forever
you and I, we don’t know what we’ve lost
for we think about other lives
and no-ones ready for what they find
a severe concussion,
a ruthless strike
came along his life
and made him realise
that the world in his mind
has no company
and when it’s like that
it’s not so easy to be alone
when you don’t only care about your own songs
and at night before you sleep
there’s all this stuff in your mind
you can’t be that way forever
you and I, we don’t know what we’ve got inside
our deepest thoughts and desires
and no-one’s ready for what they find
there’s no darker place
devoid of light
how could have he realised
that the truth within
would be the end of him
but when he did
he refused to be
solitary
he refused his lies
cos it’s not so easy to be alone
when you don’t only care about your own songs
and at night before you sleep
there’s sterner stuff in your mind
you can’t be that way forever
you and I, we don’t know what we’ve got inside
our deepest thoughts and desires
and no-one’s ready for what they find
so we refuse to be
solitary
we refuse our lies
or at least we try
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5. |
The Measure of a Man
03:24
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I’m forever in my place
but you are not in yours
I don’t care of my place
but you’re content with yours
it’s like heaven decided
that my fate is pain
while you remain in control
of your game
and you’re good at it too
cos when it comes down to it
I don’t think I belong
in this world of yours
where the good succeed
and the bad people don’t
cos the measure of a man
might be hard to understand
when we don’t even set where we are born
yet I’m not forever hopeless
like one might think
I put my faith in some other place
in some other King
it’s like heaven decided
that I won’t be alone
even amidst all this chaos
of the world you call your own
cos when it comes down to it
I don’t think I belong
in this world of yours
where the good succeed
and the bad people don’t
cos the measure of a man
might be hard to understand
when we don’t even set where we are born
and we have not seen the corners of it all
we can’t explain the power of a song
and even though we’ve tried
we can’t make up our minds
about the reasons behind it all
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6. |
Launching Down on Tracks
04:00
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baby, how can you say
you’ll mess it up either way?
don’t dare your maker
Launching down on tracks
you’ll waste more than I can say
let me out
puny, soulless doubt
withering breeze
from the enemy
scream and shout
puny, soulless doubt
I ache to see
and I ache to feel
but in this land
it’s enough to understand
what it takes to be a man
baby, what’s there more to say?
you’ll take the risk anyway
bring yourself up
launching down on tracks
end all longing
end all hurt
while in this land
we can never understand
how we begun and how we’ll end
let me out
puny, soulless doubt
withering breeze
from the enemy
scream and shout
puny, soulless doubt
I ache to see
and I ache to feel
give or take
a few years, we’ll have a taste
and then it will be too late
so boast with all you’ve got
I don’t think I’ll mind you
it’s nothing new
so go ahead and gloat
it will come to haunt you
it’s nothing new
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7. |
Sin
04:02
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we made this world a mess
You let us digress
You gave us hearts so pure
but let us ruin it all
at least by some kind of chance
perhaps by fate enhanced
You turned me around
and of Your wounds I am proud
they are a shroud
over sin, our disgrace and biggest fault
impenetrable, strong like a fort
only a true God can build
sometimes I can see no difference
in deities just as intense
as this world is
and You
but You allow me to see
You gave us your word
made us messengers on this earth
so we could be saved
and our sin erased
people claim it’s hard to reach you
people claim it’s hard to see through
our bodies and anxieties
that Your son is our saviour
He is our saviour
over sin, our disgrace and biggest fault
impossible to clean or to annul
at least by human means
sometimes I can see no difference
in a book about You or about someone else
but You allow me to see
You give me belief
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8. |
All this Suffering
03:49
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your heartache dances with every word
the struggle’s endless, hope is no beacon
for your grind
ever again
love ain’t suicide
sue is lovecide
place your trust in sinners for some waste of time
there was a beginning,
there will be an end
to all this suffering
the earth keeps spinning its every turn
your lungs keep breathing even if you just waste your breath
again and again
love ain’t suicide
sue is lovecide
open your heart and return to find a fire
there was a beginning,
there will be an end
to all this suffering
and when you go
one will stay
by your side
there
where you are lost
you are found
again and again
there was a beginning,
there will be an end
to all this suffering
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9. |
The Loneliest Guys
04:53
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the day that I get to heaven
I hope that I
get to know why
all good things had to die,
at least for a while
and why while in this life
you sometimes left me cry
and why while married men
only live for their wives
the loneliest guys
sit around and wait
for their only God
to recognise their pain of being alive
ain’t it real enough for you?
how many times will you cry
seemingly in vain
is how many times I will soothe your pain
how many times will you shout
through the dark of night
is how many times I will show you light
the day that I get to heaven
I hope that I
get to know why
all good things had to die,
at least for a while
and why while in this life
you sometimes left me cry
and why while married men
only live for their wives
the loneliest guys
sit around and wait
for their only God
to recognise their pain of being alive
ain’t it real enough for you?
how many times will you cry
seemingly in vain
is how many times I will soothe your pain
how many times will you shout
through the dark of night
is how many times I will show you light
how many times is someone’s chance
to help me on my way taken away
by my own selfish act
is how many times you will lead me back
the day that I get to heaven
I’m sure that I
get to know why
all good things had to die,
at least for a while
and why while in this life
you sometimes left me cry
and why while married men
only live for their wives
the loneliest guys
sit around and wait
for their only God
to recognise their pain of being alive,
the darkness that’s inside them
they need the saviour
that originally gave them their painful life
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10. |
Outta Dis World
03:21
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gotta get me some
outta dis world
you’ll know when I’m gone when I’m not
out there
now that you know where I’ve gone
outta dis world
there’s no place like home when your mind is
out there
now that you know where I’ve gone
I’m gonna step on it
and be on my way out this town
I’m gonna go for it
and fly all the way to the sun
and outta dis world
I’m already lost, why not go
out there?
now that you know where I’ve gone
I’m gonna step on it
and be on my way out this town
I’m gonna go for it
and fly all the way to the sun
yeah, I admit
I’m guilty as charged
yeah, I am
yeah, I admit
I’m in some deep shit, ain’t I?
now that you know where I’ve gone
will you listen to my songs?
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Joonas Holmén + The Lossy Codecs Turku, Finland
Joonas Holmén is a singer-songwriter creating muddy, yet calculated, alternative rock songs. He performs with his band Codex.
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